~ wake up call

there's 2 wake up call.

one is to end it.

one is to be in control.

one makes me realised 'bout how I fail those I love.

one makes me realised 'bout how I fail my own self.

when someone don't bloody fucking give a care, there's no point caring.(oppss tercarut laks!)

when someone gave great deal of care and plus, worried about you like hell, by all means, you ought to change for the better.

its was the worst thing that can happen, and had happened. all I wanted for a little bit of concern. but ... who cares anyway huh.

~~ menchik!!!